Forget me

I know this is all my fault . I knew that from the first time. Yeah i admit that i keep dreaming bout anis since a long time ago, what is the sign ? huh!!? What ? Coming back to her? Ask for her forgiveness? No. Am not going back to her . I swear to myself that am not going to ruin her life. No. Aku x nak dia fikir yg aku ni lepas break je cari kawan . Tak . Aku bukan org mcm tu. Even hati aku ni mmg dari dulu lagi nak dia balik. Aku rase dia pon tahu ye la sbb danial dah bocorkan rahsia aku dkat anis . babi kau danial smpai mati la kau termakan dgn sumpah2 kau tu ! 

Hmmm terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak bahasa ... (Ape tah smbungan dia.) aku tahu la anis perasaan kene tinggal mcm mne and i know that u dont forgive me . Aku tahu semua tu susah dia nak terima, kau jangan nak tipu aku la ckp yg kau dah maafkan aku . Penipu. Tp kan, kau tetap kwn baik aku. I promise that nobody can replace u in my heart. U know what? Sometimes i tried to accept others as my bestfriend. And it just keep hurting me cos i know i cant. I cant!!!!! Aku x nak kau digelar manusia malang sebab dapat kwn mcm aku ni, aku la kawan paling jahat yg kau pernah kenal, and aku x layak nak kwn dgn org mcm kau. Kau baik . Aku harap kau mmg dah lupakan aku sepenuhnya! Janji sepenuhnye! 

I hate myself .. I hate myself cos being too loyal ! And i wont forgive myself of what i've done to you. Am sorry anis . Am sorry for leaving you without saying goodbye. I miss u so much . I've been missing you for almost a year you know ? I swear i cant stop. I wish you happy for eternity . Amin 😌