dilemma of a red girl ..

you know why, because the girl is afraid of her dignity. afraid of her dignity being affected and humiliate by the boy if they are apart. that was a biggest fear for her. reason, long time ago.. they had a kissed on their lips without hesitation and without think of the sins they had book. since then, she got confused and totally depressed and don't know what to do till she made a stupid decision pretend nothing happen around but deep down she is much care. she kept all the secrets all alone as she was mending broken inside, because that time her only best friend leave her. the girl decided not to reveal the secrets cause she was afraid that her best friend assume her as a bitch. she never told anybody about her feelings until now. sorrow. she can't seem find the way to solve her problem till now and feeling like giving up once. other, the girl just afraid she would hurt her friend's feeling if they are together as used. she afraid that if she fails to use the opportunity wisely. patiently, waiting for something miracle happen. it's not impossible it is difficult. her life changes after all and just get used by the tears. -THE END-

[only the girl's best friend can understand the story... I hope all your question mark are clear.]

-AC-