where are you?

where are you when i need you?
when my tears fall, you go away..
when i need you to share my sadness... you step forward!
my heart totally dark and blue...
all of my words here doesn't pointed at you....
why!!?
did i do something wrong to you?
what happen to you!? please answer me!

"im not perfect, but i keep trying.. :]"

-rosserea nether