my dream

Trying to let go of these memories of sorrows..

memories of when we were united
where we shared laughs, sadness and hatred
which are trapped inside of me,
when I feel alone... i came here to lie down the soul
To whom shall I show the scars that I hold
To whom shall I tell my life goes to behold
Behind the mystic smile I wear
Who can touch my silent tear
here the only place where my heart ease even a bit
because i dont want to burden them
i hope i'll be strong enough to carry it by myself..
Dreams of tomorrow, the way I want things to be
but i cant lie myself, and.. i dont want tomorrow happens..
in my dream,,,
She is here but she is not real,
Only pain and suffering she can feel. :''
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i hope i don't want to cry tomorrow because
tomorrow could be the last day i'll see you
i pray that it will never happen
:'']