not my hope

I know I’m being selfish for wanting something I can’t have for ever
but I will always feel in my heart and in my soul
that you belong to me
no matter the distance no matter the place no mater the time
my mornings are getting colder
my nights are getting wrestles
I will never stop thinking about the day I’ll have to say it
the day I’ll have to say goodbye
that day is getting closer ...
the day I’ve been wishing for never to come
the day of your departure
I’ll watch helpless as you turn around to leave
a part of me will die the day I'll let you go.
this is not what i hope...

by : vodka vaughn