bleeding scars...

i cant forgt the scene 3day past...
it is suck to know you,
it is shit to keep your single word,
it is hatred to act front of you...
it is damn to do nothing....
i want to do something...
my heart begging to do it...
but i cant...
coz i dont have the strength to do it...
i hate myself...!!!! i hate myself!!!
grrr!!!!! I HATE ME!!!! (shouting, crying)
:'''((
I HATE ME!!!!
someone help me