the beginning of the end

now the clock has shown it's pointer to the number 3.40 a.m,
i cant sleep. thinking of the world i live in..
expressed my self through keyboard to here
(well,, like i said on my post before, i'm kind of....)
exams..
teacher..
this year (my last year)
my love
my family
my friends..
my bestfriends...
ourh..
keep playing around...
and forced me to kill it..
everything was marked in list of problems.
why? my heart was so sensitive lately?
seriously! i never feel like this.. (@_@)
well, like i said
'maybe this is the payment for my prices
of my mistakes before..'
haha... i must get 100% marks in this test!
i'm just emo on my world..
not the outside...
i dont want people around me keep my burden
on his shoulder
heyhey..
but tomorrow i'll leave it just for a while,
because i'm not at my true place
I'LL BE GOING to...
i wish tomorrow sunshine lighted my journey path
the place i'm waiting!

i'll try to get back on my old life; old 'me'
even this problems not end
and let it create a history of 2010!
or maybe this is just the beginning of the end!
live to the fullest! oh yeah! chill :\